Opposition felt within the confines of ones own sack of pitiful brain matter.
A constant barrage of images, memories they're called, bickering within my head like a couple of schoolchildren.
I'm drowning doubts in desperation.
Like driving that needle into the nerve endings at the tips of my fingers.
Or successful attempt to make the voices stop?
My... separated minds are... weary, of me.
Of what I have done.
Of what I have chosen to become.
Held together by straw and string.
A macabre scarecrow with a penchant for stalking the ill.
Am I even still human?
Since that night, I faced my inner demons, destroyed the image of me, accepting Dummy back into my mind, severing the control of that damned Slender Man...
I've become..... a monster? All my own?
Heh, Considering all the malevolence and fear I was forced to choke down within the last few months, I wouldn't be surprised the damage something like Him can inflict upon this already shambled mind.
But at what cost to Him aye?
The monstrosity of all monstrosities, That suited angel of death that we've all been so terrified to speak of. Prancing about like a half bit lunatic with a stick up His arse about those who catch the merest of glimpses of Him.
I've always believed that sometimes, to defeat something so evil, you must allow yourself to be consumed by that very same evil, delving as deep as one can, until the darkness that encompasses you is stronger than that of your rivals, so you can truly face it, and rip it's stomach out through it's eyes.
I'll admit, I've done just that.
Just look at me. Heheheh.
Nothing you see could be considered human anymore.
Lest you count this hideously malformed organ that takes residence within my skull.
So to recap the situation.
A Scarecrow with two very broken angels standing on either side of him, and a tall, slender man standing before them, claws writhing as He reaches so longingly at His prey...
The chessboard has been set, pieces placed sporadically across the board with purpose in mind.
I do believe that this situation will be very interesting to see play out.
Will I damn the monster that revels in my nightmares?
Or will I end up crucified in a cornfield?
Tune in to find out....